Forget or forgive英語美文

I thought I was finally released from all the pains caused by my marriage after I signed the paper. I took a deep breath, stretched my arms and looked up to the sky. It was so grey! I asked myself: Did I do it? Did I just sign the paper without hesitation? Will I feel regretful in the future?

Few days later, the above questions became less important, because now I have to face one question: To forget or forgive her?

I was all along wondering when she started being with her new lover until one girl, a very good friend of mine, asked me: Does it still matter to you? Since she’s already history, why are you still thinking of her? Since you’ve signed the paper, why are you still torturing yourself?

Yes, I confess that I’ve learned my lesson the hard way. She cut me deep! She tore my pride into pieces and still wants me to be her friend. Well, I know I should be man enough to continue taking her as an old friend of mine. And I should always be helpful for her no matter what or how. After all, she was my wife and the one I loved so much!

If that’s the case, I guess I should forgive her. Just take it as never happened and treat her as my friend. You know what though? I will never turn back to her! I’ve decided to move on and seek for my Miss. Right. I know she’s somewhere waiting for me. I know she’ll come to me soon!

Then I should forget about her. I should forget all what she has done for/to me. My QQ personal signature said: sweet memories have been d, so I can’t let her image occupy too much room in my heart. And I know this will not be fair to my new girl! Nobody can endure it in this planet!

Forget or forgive? Who the hell cares now?